The days are beautiful.
The days are long.
As a friend told me, it seems that SC is often overcast, and only occasionally does the sun shine through.
I realize that so often I complain about my life here. I know I also brag on my life here, but it’s mainly about “BJU IS AWESOME”, not “I am content here”. This place is amazing. I admire and appreciate and adore so many parts of life here.
But I am not content. I am rarely thankful. I rarely truly grasp what a wonderful life I have here.
And I want to apologize for that. I love Twigg, Unicorn, Dixie, the myriad others that have lit up my life and made me realize that people can love me. There are people here who let me take care of them. There are professors who invest in my life, often deeply and personally.
God has been so personal here. He has taught me so much.
I don’t even really know what I want to say. Or what I’m saying.
I think my point is that I love the people in my life. I am not…lacking. God has taken care of me. And I am sorry for not being truly thankful, and also telling others of my love for what God has given me. I am sorry for not only giving the impression of, but also living the life that this is not good enough and that God has not given me what I need.
Thank you for listening.